Mirror mind your picture and I´ll do mine?

....It is to confusing - my defenses in words whit a touch of knowing something
and thats is all for me, Im on a ground so well known forbidden...
I sometimes walk nerebye look over fences, unvissible but painful for me to cross them...
But just to se the garden of young years, grown up trees and bushes wild and free...
I miss my garden, I miss my little me. Im one whit treetops, climb high,
chare there magic view

It´s damn confusing whit facts I cant ignore
the girl in the mirror she is human and....
that change my position
and my responsibility is so clear,
cant deny her, when explaning makes my way of living,
not even knowing that the answer in feeling safety
starts inside me and grows stronger comfter when it´s nolonger hiding
respectful acting I want to give here - Mirror mirror, I see her

But still it´s confusing, it´s a way of living that need patience,
follow logic thinking - se feelings as a reaction not instruction,
take a deep breath baby, stop and think, It is all new, can I do that?
Is that possible - well common sens and rational thinking says that this
could be the missing part, leave the old way of instinct acting
emotions cant hurt you if u let them be. So Lina....

It´s confusing and u wonder, can I rellay give me that chance and try
this new? Or are I to lazy, satisfying only stavel in mind and se what I can get
and let me go for good? I feel lonely, whit this truth, this insict, I se my natural
behvior now, and I could take my responsibility but is it worth it? Can I let go of
surviviorbehavior, It scares me deply not have even my ground and people and ways of thinking
is not avalible cus I´m in a different league.

Fit in this soceity, damn I want to but dont like the koncept, and look at it sober
affects me, BUT, it was just feelings - and not directions holding me down.
Life is aboute conferm the girl in the mirror, se her as a person and my responsibility to
look after and guide, listen, respect the body, How the hell can even let me thinking take one step
back, It is rape, abuse and killing - NOT OK no more!!! Not me watching.